I Forget the Time
Part 1: Revisions
So I've been hashing and rehashing my screenplay idea, hoping to flush out a more specific idea so I can begin doing the preliminary writings that I need to do before I start the whole process, when I came across another idea... one that is just as intriguing and fresh (at least in my own head). I thought that the idea of one's individuality and the creation of many blog type sites on the internet has not been addressed all that much by today's cinema. I thought some sort of idea that would address how one's identity can be created,altered, and in some cases lost with such websites as facebook,myspace, etc. I have the specifics in my head which I cannot ultimately share on such a public forum but hopefully I can decide which idea I wish to do for my first attempt at this style of writing.
Part 2: What My Thoughts Shall Dwell Upon
On this lonely saturday night, I find myself in the midst of a self-evaluation. On the verge of another school year it seems only fitting that I would do that. My senior year: the dress rehersal, if you will, before the performance of my life. There are still a lot of unanswered questions that I wish I had answers too (refer to previous entry).
Part 3: If Only These Broken Wings Could Fly Again
I find that old habits are hard to break and new ones are flimsy and unstable to hold onto. It's easy to just cling to the old ways and just live in a quasi-"comfort" zone for the remainder of the summer, but I know that radical change can be a good thing and I feel that an overhaul is quite needed. I think others would probably agree with that statement. Still, I know in comparison to who I was a year ago I feel that I have made very few steps in any sort of positive direction. I guess it depends if you are a glass is half full/empty type person it would skew how you would interrupt that data, but I know that it's not what I want for the next year. Yet, once again I'm faced with breaking habits in order to regain stability and focus on things that I want to make as foundations in my life. I'm sure some of you are doubting these statements and saying "Marcus, is just saying all this. I don't believe it." To a point I'm not sure if I believe it either. I get in these philosophical moods where I want to change but the results don't quite come up to par. I wish I could free write to the extent that I put myself into my livejournal entries. The only time my voice is ever heard is in these writings... and I can't do it outside of this forum. Sometimes life sucks
So I've been hashing and rehashing my screenplay idea, hoping to flush out a more specific idea so I can begin doing the preliminary writings that I need to do before I start the whole process, when I came across another idea... one that is just as intriguing and fresh (at least in my own head). I thought that the idea of one's individuality and the creation of many blog type sites on the internet has not been addressed all that much by today's cinema. I thought some sort of idea that would address how one's identity can be created,altered, and in some cases lost with such websites as facebook,myspace, etc. I have the specifics in my head which I cannot ultimately share on such a public forum but hopefully I can decide which idea I wish to do for my first attempt at this style of writing.
Part 2: What My Thoughts Shall Dwell Upon
On this lonely saturday night, I find myself in the midst of a self-evaluation. On the verge of another school year it seems only fitting that I would do that. My senior year: the dress rehersal, if you will, before the performance of my life. There are still a lot of unanswered questions that I wish I had answers too (refer to previous entry).
Part 3: If Only These Broken Wings Could Fly Again
I find that old habits are hard to break and new ones are flimsy and unstable to hold onto. It's easy to just cling to the old ways and just live in a quasi-"comfort" zone for the remainder of the summer, but I know that radical change can be a good thing and I feel that an overhaul is quite needed. I think others would probably agree with that statement. Still, I know in comparison to who I was a year ago I feel that I have made very few steps in any sort of positive direction. I guess it depends if you are a glass is half full/empty type person it would skew how you would interrupt that data, but I know that it's not what I want for the next year. Yet, once again I'm faced with breaking habits in order to regain stability and focus on things that I want to make as foundations in my life. I'm sure some of you are doubting these statements and saying "Marcus, is just saying all this. I don't believe it." To a point I'm not sure if I believe it either. I get in these philosophical moods where I want to change but the results don't quite come up to par. I wish I could free write to the extent that I put myself into my livejournal entries. The only time my voice is ever heard is in these writings... and I can't do it outside of this forum. Sometimes life sucks