broken record
so shes not home AGAIN im worried. im worried about her lifestyle shes @ a bar everynight and getting worse and worse of an alcoholic. i blame myself. shes a good person (i know some people disagree) but no one had ever made me as happy or loved as her. shes gone and im pretty sure she wont ever come back, she assured me that we can start anew in the furture but i fell for that crap before.
im pretty sure she found another person, and if so im pretty sure i know who it is.
i am heartbroken lonely and in a constant daze.
so to basically sum up everything..........
worse halloween ever
worse birthday ever
worse time of my life ever
car suck, life sucks, i hate myself soooo much
the only thing im looking forward to is the election and if barack doesnt win im gonna blow my top.
oh and thanksgiving's tight too
oh and i still suck @ hollaring
the rants of the butthurt
im pretty sure she found another person, and if so im pretty sure i know who it is.
i am heartbroken lonely and in a constant daze.
so to basically sum up everything..........
worse halloween ever
worse birthday ever
worse time of my life ever
car suck, life sucks, i hate myself soooo much
the only thing im looking forward to is the election and if barack doesnt win im gonna blow my top.
oh and thanksgiving's tight too
oh and i still suck @ hollaring
the rants of the butthurt