I'm not sure
I'm not exactly sure what's going on in my life. I lost touch with all of my friends. I don't see anyone except for my family and my boyfriend now. And the people that i work with of course. its all been slipping away for too long and i have to get it back before i cant reach for it anymore. today is denise's birthday happy birthday!! and i feel really bad because i havent been there for her that much in the past few months and im not exactly sure what it is. i still love her to death and i feel really bad because this time last year we saw each other every day and talked about everything. me her and kelly were the ultimate trio, and now i feel like i barely know either of them. and it hurts. and i know that its my own fault if only i would have made more time for them i mean its not like im an extremely busy person. and now i literaly have no friends except for my boyfriend. he has become my best friend and i am with him all the time. i mean dont get me wrong i love him more than anything, but i need my girlfriends too. i have to start making more of an effort to see them. i really miss our crazy nights laughing all night about anything and everything and not going to sleep until 5 am. and i really miss our talks. no one else could every figure out the way that i think and why i feel the way that i do about certain things except for the two of them and i really miss the way that they knew how i was feeling or thinking without me even having to say it. i miss them and i have to go find them. its sad that i let it get this bad.