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why do i get so stupid and jump to conclusions and assumptions? he called me like almost as soon as i posted the last entry and we talked for hours once again. i guess we both fell asleep on the phone it was kinda cute cuz i woke up at like 4 am and i still had the phone in my hand and i could hear him snoring. then he called and woke me up at 9 this morning but i was still tired so he told me to go to sleep and call him when i woke up but he called again at 11 and was like "im tired of waiting to talk to you, so get up" so i guess i'm going over to his house today i just dont know what time. i hope my parents let me even though neither of them like interracial dating. it doesnt matter because they aren't the ones dating him and i dont see anything wrong with it. people are people regardless of their skin tones. i guess he went to waldorf last night to see some friends because that's where his dad lives and he saw his ex girlfriend and she still wants him. she tried to come onto him but he was like "no i'm talking to someone" and she was like "well i hate her whoever she is" lol. i guess the problem was that i was letting myself get too into it like wanting to be serious but that's not me. so i just need to relax and see what happens. well now i'm going to eat lunch and take a shower so hollerrrrrrr.