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well updating from the last entry..
the job was lame. vector is this company that you have a certain product and you call people to interview and go to their house and try to sell them the product. i talked to one of billy's friends that used to work for them and he said its not worth it he barely made any money.
jonesy is dumb i couldnt care less if i ever talk to him again. i havent talked to podres in weeks.
my parents have decided that i am going out of town with them so no party.
devin, the friends boyfriend, well i did cause them to break up and he calls me every day like atleast 3 times nad we talk for hours. last night we talked for 6 hours from 10pm to 4am. tuesday i went to the movies with him. he's really cute. but i let myself get too wrapped up in him. i'm not one for relationships because they cause all that dumbass drama and people get obsessed with the person they are with. and i let myself get sucked into that. i want to be his girlfriend really bad. he said he broke up with lisa for me but i'm still not "with him" we are supposed to do something together tomorrow but i dont know about that. i'm getting way too into him and that's not me. like usually he has been calling a few times a day cuz he works for an electric company and they were off because of the rain. and today he went back to work so i didnt hear from him all day. when we got off the phone last night i told him to call me sometime today and he never did. usually he will call when im at work just to leave a voicemail or call me on the way home from work but it's 11:30 and still nothing. i dont want to call him because i dont want him to think that i cant go a day without talking to him. we're not even together. its not like he has to call me every day. i just cant help but have a bad feeling that me and him are not meant to be. looks like i'm not talking to him today. i'm not going to call him. if he wanted to talk to me he would call me right?
the job was lame. vector is this company that you have a certain product and you call people to interview and go to their house and try to sell them the product. i talked to one of billy's friends that used to work for them and he said its not worth it he barely made any money.
jonesy is dumb i couldnt care less if i ever talk to him again. i havent talked to podres in weeks.
my parents have decided that i am going out of town with them so no party.
devin, the friends boyfriend, well i did cause them to break up and he calls me every day like atleast 3 times nad we talk for hours. last night we talked for 6 hours from 10pm to 4am. tuesday i went to the movies with him. he's really cute. but i let myself get too wrapped up in him. i'm not one for relationships because they cause all that dumbass drama and people get obsessed with the person they are with. and i let myself get sucked into that. i want to be his girlfriend really bad. he said he broke up with lisa for me but i'm still not "with him" we are supposed to do something together tomorrow but i dont know about that. i'm getting way too into him and that's not me. like usually he has been calling a few times a day cuz he works for an electric company and they were off because of the rain. and today he went back to work so i didnt hear from him all day. when we got off the phone last night i told him to call me sometime today and he never did. usually he will call when im at work just to leave a voicemail or call me on the way home from work but it's 11:30 and still nothing. i dont want to call him because i dont want him to think that i cant go a day without talking to him. we're not even together. its not like he has to call me every day. i just cant help but have a bad feeling that me and him are not meant to be. looks like i'm not talking to him today. i'm not going to call him. if he wanted to talk to me he would call me right?