there's a bridge i need to burn before i leave
I've been slacking so hardcore with my journal. I know. I fail. I've been pretty sick with the flu/a wee bit depressed and have been taking the lazy way out: journaling in 140 characters or less.
Anywho...I'll make a real post soon. For now, here's a meme borrowed from kitnkabootle and some other people on my f-list.
Rules: "Write ten things you've wanted to say to some people but can't, or won't"
1. I miss you.
2. It surprises me every day to realize that I fall more in love with you the more I get to know you. I love everything about you, flaws included, and I wouldn't change anything about who you are.
3. It kills me to think that I was so easy for you to walk away from. I feel like you forgot who I am and have been trying to turn me into some horrible person to make it easier to cut me out of your life.
4. You never fail to make me laugh. I miss having you in my life on a more regular basis.
5. I feel like I've been a disappointment to you. I haven't been as good of a friend to you as you deserve.
6. A lot of the time, you make me feel like I'm not worth the effort.
7. You've been an incredibly good friend to me over the years, and you're part of the reason I have been hesitant to leave home. I'm afraid that if I do, I'll lose you.
8. Sometimes…being your friend is exhausting. I'm doing the best that I can.
9. I absolutely adore the person that you are, but I'm scared to trust you.
10. Just seeing you makes me smile. I would be happy for the rest of my life just to wake up to you lying beside me.
Anywho...I'll make a real post soon. For now, here's a meme borrowed from kitnkabootle and some other people on my f-list.
Rules: "Write ten things you've wanted to say to some people but can't, or won't"
1. I miss you.
2. It surprises me every day to realize that I fall more in love with you the more I get to know you. I love everything about you, flaws included, and I wouldn't change anything about who you are.
3. It kills me to think that I was so easy for you to walk away from. I feel like you forgot who I am and have been trying to turn me into some horrible person to make it easier to cut me out of your life.
4. You never fail to make me laugh. I miss having you in my life on a more regular basis.
5. I feel like I've been a disappointment to you. I haven't been as good of a friend to you as you deserve.
6. A lot of the time, you make me feel like I'm not worth the effort.
7. You've been an incredibly good friend to me over the years, and you're part of the reason I have been hesitant to leave home. I'm afraid that if I do, I'll lose you.
8. Sometimes…being your friend is exhausting. I'm doing the best that I can.
9. I absolutely adore the person that you are, but I'm scared to trust you.
10. Just seeing you makes me smile. I would be happy for the rest of my life just to wake up to you lying beside me.