i can be alone, yea, i can watch a sunset on my own
*groans*
i'm in a crappy mood. i'm going to crawl into bed soon and hide under the covers but i felt like writing.
easter was nice....i very much enjoy the get togethers with my family. joshua was in a little suit and jilly had on a dress with a pretty little hat (which, yes, i stole and wore). we played and stuffed our faces. it was good times. it's these types of get togethers that make living at home really worth it.
it's a huuuuge change from last year's easter. i was invited to spend the weekend with shannon and her family sicne i couldn't afford to go home. i helped her at work and was the closeted "straight" friend. a lot has changed in a year, hasn't it?
i was also asked like three different times if my get together with vic yesterday was a date. no. for the record: no. it's really frustrating that no one is taking my feelings seriously. i'm in love with someone else. there's nothing official between us, but i'm 100% devoted to her. it's as simple as that, despite all of the complications.
it means something. it means a lot.
spent the rest of the day knitting, watching some james bond movie with my dad and then "belle de jour" and now i'm going to hide.