get the feeling that when you try to tell some one that something is bothering you that its not even worth it? well i just got that, i feel like a fucking idiot at the same time, because yes this persons actions bother me, and i dont know what to do about it! they say its nothing and they dont want to talk about it. what the hell am i supposed to ( Read more... )

what the hell is it with college guys? or all guys in general, there always only looking for a one night stand! and im sorry, im not that kinda person! i dont want to be just another knotch on someones belt! i want the fairy tale, and i should have known better than to look for the fairy tale here on campus! fucking guys suck big ass balls, but ( Read more... )

I got asked today why i havent called a friend, well my answer is this, i have been busy at work and when i get outta work at 10:00 PM i dont bother because i think that this friend is sleeping because i know that this friend is always working doubles. and then i am made out to be the bad friend because i never call, where does not the road travel ( Read more... )

obvioulsy i did somethign bad, cause karma has been kicking me in the ass all summer long. nothing ever seems to go right anymore! the whole drama with jen, and everyone else this summer, then things aget looking better. then someone gets fired from the loony bin and starts calling stubbys looking for a job there, and trying to get me fired at the ( Read more... )

it when everything seems to be getting better, and then BAM everything falls apart.

fuck this world I WANT OUT!

as the title is go with the flow you know ya wanna, well i dont want to go with it anymore, the flow in the last month has only hurt me more and more. actually it hasnt even been a month yet! thats the saddest party about it, its been more of not even two weeks ( Read more... )

i havent been able to update at all cause i didnt want to use my moms computer(that and im just soo tired when ever i gt home from work or hanging out with my friends) this week has been like a week from hell, for a few reasons, first one is all the looks that i get from people at the IGA, YES people I did QUIT my job there. Why? Because I am tired ( Read more... )

that this is not the first relationship that i have tried and its scares me cause the last time i tried to get invovled with some one, about a week later the guy(from sjc) was like we need to talk and what it was that he didnt want to go out with me, it was that he was in love with someone else, and that i was out of the picture. that really hurt ( Read more... )

something is all that i really can say. he seems not interested, but i know for a fact cause he told C that he was interested. and i keep talking to K about how i think that he is not interested. but what he does say, is really sweet, and its just like this is what i have been waiting for. like the other morning, K and i got up went over to his ( Read more... )

suck at life so much ( Read more... )