Dec 07, 2004 20:17
It could be so much better than this
So many other things for me to find out
I don't know if I know myself anymore
These constant reminders in everything I see
You're not something I'm willing to lose
I’m sorry I can't be everything to you
What you want from me is killing me
I hope you don't think less of me
I know it won't be the same
But I'll be there if you need anything at all
If this is what will really make you happy...
I gave up what I couldn't give in
It's easier to say it's over, but I might still be pretending.
The grass is always greener as I'm sure that you've found
I blame myself for everything, it keeps my conscience clean
As much as I would like to, I can't put my hands all over you
To keep my heart from breaking if you can't make up your mind
Might as well start my drinking days now if I'm really alone
Am I asking too much to keep you at arm's length?
I thought that you'd be one not to forget,
But remembering's not helping you yet.
I trusted misleading promises
How could you do this to me?
I'll try to do well on my own
Maybe things are getting better... maybe things aren't so bad
I hope someday you'll understand
I want to try and make it right but don’t know if I can
I wouldn't trade anything
You're still my everything
No need for reminding... you're still all that matters to me