everything i need is not really what i want
everything i need is not really what i want
everything i need is not really what i want

everything i want i~ can't have

everything i want i~ can't have

i wanna - i wanna - i wanna - i wanna really really really wanna see you dieeeyyyeee~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!

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i need to just buy this album. even if it is ( Read more... )

so this guy in my MCSE class gave me a box of scrap computer parts...

why?

i'm not even sure. i was talking to someone else about the green machine and my efforts to get the damn thing running properly. he overheard, assured me it was a power supply issue (swhut? *shrugs*) then offered to give me a spare PS to test on it. ok. nice of him i guess. he ( Read more... )

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damn i love internet radio. good song.

(funny how she's singing to a girl, then they add a guy in at the end.)
Come on girl believe me
I'll make you see
That I am the true way
Towards ecstasy

in other news...the house thing is rollin', might be closing on it this week (argh the amount of packing will killinate me). classes are still going ( Read more... )

every time i go to make a post, i find that i lack the pictures to make it seem worthwhile. T_T

therefore!
i am working on things for a massive picture post! quake in awe, ye mortals. nerf.

here are some of the things i'll include:
-some pages of the death note doujin
-some actual artwork i've started (a series, no less)
-new plants/herb garden? ...naw ( Read more... )

tap-dancing spiders
insider virus
pounding of dread
inside your head
no more thxplz
human disease
willful forget
tempest reset
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ah hell, i was going for funny an' tha' came ou' serious.

bollucks and bullywedges.

haha i only got one line of huhwhut? i literally just rolled ou' of sleep. and bed. ( Read more... )

LJ has been really sketchy today.
it has foiled many of my plans. i wonder if the site is having problems or if too many people are trying to access at the same time?

in other news, this song is so awesome, i have to share.
"switchback" by celldwellerit's just a shame you can't hear it in high quality like the song deserves. (low-qual obliterates ( Read more... )

no kidding. over 50 messages. and i am not even halfway done. g___g

apologies and.... hugs? _> to all of you (for laaag in the replies ( Read more... )

both of these were so awesome, i saved the link in a .txt for when LJ ungimped and let me post. i am returning to them now since i am caught up on all else. and because celldweller is so fucking good and you should all check them out. i am listening to a remix cd - of only two songs - but they are all wildly different and were fan mixed. (the band ( Read more... )

egad i'm getting serious aversion shudders at the mere thought of trying to find new people to friend. or to even try again.

guess i've gone into wanting-to-distance-myself mode.

i didn't realize it till i joined a community and started talking shop with people and wondered if any of them might be worth friending. i started browsing pages and... ( Read more... )

...and i can't remember the code for it.
i also struggled for fucking ever trying to fix whatever screwed up when i downsized these because then they didn't work at alldamn, i was in a great mood when i started this and had stuff i was gonna post about and all. but now i'm hungry and my head hurts. FHIEGFAIOGEE!! (that's Finish for "goddamnitGRAH ( Read more... )