isnt it about time for a good hearty rant?
disclaimer: whatever negative thoughts might be had about this rant are not desired to be shared. keep that in mind. if you dont want to get mad at me about my personal thoughts....quit reading right here.
so im not very happy today.....as joyful and i were leaving to head over to the cafeteria for lunch/work, jonathan was just getting home with bad news. apparently somehow dave legg found out we have a kitten and we have to get rid of Tonka by christmas break. im not mad about having to get rid of her so much.....its the principle behind it all that gets me mad.
what ticks me off is how people around here get away with everything, but somehow they've got their eye on me, always watching. this isnt the first time that ive been ratted out without a clue as to who is doing it. just when you think you can trust.....you remember that christians are the worst to each other when they find out that one among them is breaking a rule.
christians are some of the most untrustable, back-stabbing people that you can deal with sometimes. like the last time i got in trouble, when i got put on probation. someone "talked to vivian out of concern for my well-being." why is it, then, that this anonymous coward couldnt just talk to me and try to reason with me and get me to turn myself in? why is it that, this time, no one has said, "hey, youre breakin the rules, shouldnt you just get rid of her?" no, no.....its only proper to weasel around behind backs and inform the authorities of the terrible crime that laura has committed. never mind that everyone else around here who breaks the rules gets away with it, no questions asked.
who can you trust anymore? i didnt even really tell many people. just trustable friends. maybe its this stupid journaling......God only knows who reads this and tattles on me over any little thing. "laura said this today, laura has a cat, laura got a tattoo, laura's going to hell in a handbasket so lets just speed the process along here, shall we?"
so i guess, if whoever turned me in this time (or last time, even) is reading this right now....id just like to thank you for your good display of Christian behavior in forgetting to come to me about what you thought was so awful about myself and just going strait to the top. you prove alot, and you give a bad image on christianity. how are outside people gonna trust us when we go sneaking around behind each other, stabbing people while their backs are turned, bringing another person down just to make yourself look saintly. so sit back in your chair, little tattler, and feel all cozy knowing that you succeeded again. just remember that everything comes back around to you someday.....how hard is it to be a little giving and accomodating to your fellow believers? and gloat, because im going to give my cat away for a year and a half, and ill get her back....you can't stop that. whatever you think youre proving isnt sinking in with me.
the people who think this little community is all smiles and warm thoughts is far off the tracks. the smiles and warm thoughts are just the facade hiding whatever sort of demeaning things go on behind closed doors.
so im not very happy today.....as joyful and i were leaving to head over to the cafeteria for lunch/work, jonathan was just getting home with bad news. apparently somehow dave legg found out we have a kitten and we have to get rid of Tonka by christmas break. im not mad about having to get rid of her so much.....its the principle behind it all that gets me mad.
what ticks me off is how people around here get away with everything, but somehow they've got their eye on me, always watching. this isnt the first time that ive been ratted out without a clue as to who is doing it. just when you think you can trust.....you remember that christians are the worst to each other when they find out that one among them is breaking a rule.
christians are some of the most untrustable, back-stabbing people that you can deal with sometimes. like the last time i got in trouble, when i got put on probation. someone "talked to vivian out of concern for my well-being." why is it, then, that this anonymous coward couldnt just talk to me and try to reason with me and get me to turn myself in? why is it that, this time, no one has said, "hey, youre breakin the rules, shouldnt you just get rid of her?" no, no.....its only proper to weasel around behind backs and inform the authorities of the terrible crime that laura has committed. never mind that everyone else around here who breaks the rules gets away with it, no questions asked.
who can you trust anymore? i didnt even really tell many people. just trustable friends. maybe its this stupid journaling......God only knows who reads this and tattles on me over any little thing. "laura said this today, laura has a cat, laura got a tattoo, laura's going to hell in a handbasket so lets just speed the process along here, shall we?"
so i guess, if whoever turned me in this time (or last time, even) is reading this right now....id just like to thank you for your good display of Christian behavior in forgetting to come to me about what you thought was so awful about myself and just going strait to the top. you prove alot, and you give a bad image on christianity. how are outside people gonna trust us when we go sneaking around behind each other, stabbing people while their backs are turned, bringing another person down just to make yourself look saintly. so sit back in your chair, little tattler, and feel all cozy knowing that you succeeded again. just remember that everything comes back around to you someday.....how hard is it to be a little giving and accomodating to your fellow believers? and gloat, because im going to give my cat away for a year and a half, and ill get her back....you can't stop that. whatever you think youre proving isnt sinking in with me.
the people who think this little community is all smiles and warm thoughts is far off the tracks. the smiles and warm thoughts are just the facade hiding whatever sort of demeaning things go on behind closed doors.