yikes
i just have to share this experience with my livejournal community (no one)
im talking to this kid. he's 15 years old. he's like "you ever go to parties" im like eh i dont fit in at the party scene because im a straight edge and he's like oh. and he's like so you not hittin on the ladies? and im like.. oy.. i told him i dont really hit on ladies, and there's kind of a girl ive got my eye on anyways, but i told him thats a long story so that was the end of that. and the next thing he asks is "oh, is she hot?" and im just like crying in shame at our society at this point, and i say why is that the first thing you ask? and he just laughs and and i say yes, she is very pretty. and he's like oh she's just pretty, not hot? and im like i dont like to call girls hot because it sounds like im refering to them as a peice of meat and he's like oh.
these kids dont even know they're doing anything wrong!?
this little episode just made me realize HOW FUCKING HARD IT IS TO BE ME!
it would be so easy to just go get drunk and fuck some hot chicks and not care about anything. but no. i cant help but think "this really isn't worth it." but i keep going on this way, because i know this is the right way. but it sucks. yea. fucking aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaadsdklasjfekfelskfekfelskfdsfdsf good night.
im talking to this kid. he's 15 years old. he's like "you ever go to parties" im like eh i dont fit in at the party scene because im a straight edge and he's like oh. and he's like so you not hittin on the ladies? and im like.. oy.. i told him i dont really hit on ladies, and there's kind of a girl ive got my eye on anyways, but i told him thats a long story so that was the end of that. and the next thing he asks is "oh, is she hot?" and im just like crying in shame at our society at this point, and i say why is that the first thing you ask? and he just laughs and and i say yes, she is very pretty. and he's like oh she's just pretty, not hot? and im like i dont like to call girls hot because it sounds like im refering to them as a peice of meat and he's like oh.
these kids dont even know they're doing anything wrong!?
this little episode just made me realize HOW FUCKING HARD IT IS TO BE ME!
it would be so easy to just go get drunk and fuck some hot chicks and not care about anything. but no. i cant help but think "this really isn't worth it." but i keep going on this way, because i know this is the right way. but it sucks. yea. fucking aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaadsdklasjfekfelskfekfelskfdsfdsf good night.