Baaaaaaaah.
Claire just left.
We weren't that close over the semester, but I loved chatting with her about stupid things and learning about Scotland from her. It's been a wee bit awkward because we have such different lives here but I've actually enjoyed living with her. I thought I'd be fine with her leaving and all but having that room be empty and hugging her goodbye as she leaves with all her things really got to me. Now I'm sitting in my room, still trying to sort this whole exam thing out.
Oh, for those of you who don't know, I'm awesome and missed an exam because I got the dates wrong. Which is really bad here cuz they don't make it easy for you to retake. I'm scared I might not get to but when I go to offices no one's there and I've been emailing but there's only so far that will take you. It could potentially ruin me. But I'm hopeful. Stupid exams, costing so much...
Anywho, between the stress and lack of closure with that and then having my flatmate leave, it's hitting me. Really really hitting me. And I'm kind of just sitting here, all blurry eyed, not knowing what to do with myself. I don't want to worry about an exam and I don't want to have to think about leaving but damnit it's smacking me in the face. I'm probably gonna write a lot over the next few days, more for me than for anyone else, so just bare with me.