Last times
It's gotten to the time now that a lot of things I'm doing are lasts. Today was my last day in Edinburgh. It was really great and I spent a lot of money but on things I was planning to get. I had my last train ride back from Edinburgh. Tonight will be the last time I go to Dusk, my last Monday.
I don't know if I can do this. I almost started crying walking down the street in Edin because it hit me that this is all ending and things will never be the same.
I'm starting to make a list of things I'm looking forward to when I get home and that helps, because there are things. But my life will never be the same after Scotland, ever again, and I'm so lucky to have had this experience. Being here has changed me, taught me things about myself, made me closer to some and further from others but shown me what's really important in life.
Tomorrow is a day for Stirling.
Wednesday I leave for a last minute trip to Skye with Emma and Meredith. Get to see George and the Highlands. Should be a great time
Thursday we get back from Skye and have our last night in Stirling. :( I might actually have a break down. Hopefully I can hold it together.
Friday is my last day in Stirling, then I leave for Glasgow.
Saturday is my last full day in Scotland. AHHHH. I'm planning to see as much of Glasgow as I can and pretty much just drink until I can't anymore, party til I can't stand and meet as many people as I can until I can speak no more. I will leave on my 9am flight with a hangover and fly back to the states.
Less than a week. Whew.