about Amanda...
maybe im just bitter because i love her...she changed my life when me and justin broke up and maybe i was stupid but in my mind i just thought we would always be great friends...like the first time i ever went to a salon was cuz she made me go and get a total hair make-over...and i would have never worn make-up if she hadnt brought me to MAC and showed me how to put it on...i dunno shes like a HUGE chunk in my life...and now that place she had in my life is a huge void that just cant be filled...and now im crying like a friggin sap...i also blame that on her lol...her and her damn crying at sappy stuff...i used to be tough as nails...now im a girly little wussy...i dunno she changed my life...like i would not be who i am today without her and it just really fucking sucks without her...and she's is just across the street...