You'll have to excuse the bitter overtones, I am afraid.
I respect any decision she might have made, I understand that I am not perfect and as such might not be the right choice for others,
Got it.
Is closure so much to ask for? Would it be so very difficult to simply tell me that I am not good enough to even be a friend anymore? Perhaps I should have inferred as such from our last words together 'Sorry I've been so busy and didn't have time for you, can we get breakfast in the morning?' I mean, I suppose that not only could, but should be construed as an indictment of 'Zachariah is not worthy of any effort.'
So, she gave up. I am not giving up, I am moving on. A new life, a new place, new people, new friends. In time, maybe this won't sting as much, but I sure as fuck am not going to allow it to color my relationships with anyone else, any longer. No one up here in Washington deserves that.
I had more hopes for you, Soldierchild.
Misplaced ones apparently.
Was the failing mine, or yours?
I guess I'll never know.
Got it.
Is closure so much to ask for? Would it be so very difficult to simply tell me that I am not good enough to even be a friend anymore? Perhaps I should have inferred as such from our last words together 'Sorry I've been so busy and didn't have time for you, can we get breakfast in the morning?' I mean, I suppose that not only could, but should be construed as an indictment of 'Zachariah is not worthy of any effort.'
So, she gave up. I am not giving up, I am moving on. A new life, a new place, new people, new friends. In time, maybe this won't sting as much, but I sure as fuck am not going to allow it to color my relationships with anyone else, any longer. No one up here in Washington deserves that.
I had more hopes for you, Soldierchild.
Misplaced ones apparently.
Was the failing mine, or yours?
I guess I'll never know.