no matter how much i try
some people are just not worth dealing with!!!!!
Through muffled screams and swollen eyes.
From lots of pills and alibis,
I remind you of everything that you hate,
And you remind me I’m the one to blame.
I’m fighting myself to get you out of my head,
But I’m hanging off of every word you said.
Forced heart beat and broken mirrors,
Flaws and faults are held so dear.
My reflection makes me sick.
The pain we feel is nothing new,
Prescription drugs and photographs.
Love, loneliness, and nervous laughs.
What you call misery through anxious eyes,
Is something I can’t see.
I’m fighting myself to get you out of my head,
But I’m hanging off of every word you said.
I’m fighting myself to get you out of my head,
And I’m screaming loud enough to wake the dead.
I’m fighting myself to get you out of my head,
But I’m hanging off of every word you said.