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well hello, me and josh are offcialy over. yeah it kinda sux, but im takin it alot better then i thought i would, i mean i have been better, but i have been a hell of alot worse. he said he needs to get his life straight. i dont beleive that shit for a second. i think im takin it so well because i have awesome friends. rodrick has talked me through alot of it and been a great help. and alberto even though he dosent even know about josh has helped, just cause hes fun to flirt with and hangout with after school. jenna wants me to do a line of coke to spite him, she wants me to get wasted and do everything he hates, but that would just screw me over, he left for other reasons then he said he did, i think its cause he thinks im to imature with my drinking and school work, well guess what, im ahead in all my classes and no longer goin to beakers, so just goes to show your supposed to work through problems, not just leave them. i mean dont get me wrong, when i hear our song, itll be hard, and when i had to switch my myspace from in a relationship to singel it was hard, but he put me through so much hell the past week it was a relief when it was over. he called the night it happened and i didnt wake up in time, i called him the next day and he told me he called cause he got fired, he thought it would make me happy, and yeah i thought for a split second that it was carma and giggeld, but i mean i dont want him to be un happy even if he was a complete jerk for the past couple of days. i mean he deleted his myspace and xanga, im convenced that he got a new one. well still tlak probabley, i mean im already willing to be just friends. but whatever, like i said ill just flirt with albert and try goin for guys that arent ilegal adn hell if that doesnt work i always got hollis and tony, haha only jokeing. anyways im off to hang with brother and sister in law. bye bitches