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So. Not really all that okay today, as it turns out.
Started out pretty fine? Was kind of twitchy, because our gasmeter was getting upgraded or something? Anyway, our gas was off and also there were a lot of people just coming and going outside my bedroom window, and. Yeah. Twitchy making.
Anyway, anyway, got an email back from one of the unis already! \o/ Doing the entrance exam on Monday!
And I was - kind of fine? But more Iono removed or whatever. Not quite anything but you know. Actually got sick of pokémon and stopped playing before dinner. Read quite a bit of fic, which was fine, but I didn't even start on my page until after 11, and. It was not good! I got twitchy enough that I needed to do the breathing exercises my brainpoker gave me, which did help enough for me to actually get a page done? And then I played my blip blip game on the iPad, which has calmed me down a lot better, which is where we're at now.
But yeah! Obviously because of stress re: test, because there's really nothing else, but. Fuuuck, brains, whyyy.
Anyway it occurred to me that it would be a good idea to write out what my moods etc have been like since I last saw my brainpoker, since my last appointment was two weeks ago and like fuck I can remember that far back properly, and next appointment is tomorrow. So I think I'll do that - Azy I'm gonna use the sparkly black notebook! >: - and then bed. Yes.
Started out pretty fine? Was kind of twitchy, because our gasmeter was getting upgraded or something? Anyway, our gas was off and also there were a lot of people just coming and going outside my bedroom window, and. Yeah. Twitchy making.
Anyway, anyway, got an email back from one of the unis already! \o/ Doing the entrance exam on Monday!
And I was - kind of fine? But more Iono removed or whatever. Not quite anything but you know. Actually got sick of pokémon and stopped playing before dinner. Read quite a bit of fic, which was fine, but I didn't even start on my page until after 11, and. It was not good! I got twitchy enough that I needed to do the breathing exercises my brainpoker gave me, which did help enough for me to actually get a page done? And then I played my blip blip game on the iPad, which has calmed me down a lot better, which is where we're at now.
But yeah! Obviously because of stress re: test, because there's really nothing else, but. Fuuuck, brains, whyyy.
Anyway it occurred to me that it would be a good idea to write out what my moods etc have been like since I last saw my brainpoker, since my last appointment was two weeks ago and like fuck I can remember that far back properly, and next appointment is tomorrow. So I think I'll do that - Azy I'm gonna use the sparkly black notebook! >: - and then bed. Yes.