Feb 16, 2004 15:49
So i tried to break up with him at christmas break. He talked me out of it. Then i decided i would just enjoy it now, but deep down know that we were not going to be together forever. But after last weekend, i can't even say that for sure. I really love him-and it's horrible. Well, i suppose as long as we always have a long distance relationship and he always comes to see me (rather than me visit him) this can go on indefinitely. As long as we aren't in the same city, we get along very well. when he comes to cincinnati he is everything i need.
but what i really need to work on is for ME to be everything i need.