juss some of my fuckin stupid thoughts.....
ok i was in school today ann i was thinkin i dont belong anywhere like the "group" names ann reasons
Goth- i culn't stand warein the same colours like everyday, ann plus all the "goths" at school are juss poser topic wanna be's who can't tell gewd musik from shit.
Punk/emo- i dunn like A LOT of punk. 1/2 of 'em dunn even know what made punk ann emo what they are
Prep- i could't shop fer my clothes at acrocrombe and finch ( which owns poser topic) i'm not conseded ann a whore. i cant go with the flow. ann i'm not fuckin a reatard
heres somethin i IM mj...she was with "dad" so its juss like me talkin lol ya know?
PSYCHO: hey..i went to the pool hall to day ann i saw john...with steff. ann it juss pissed me off even more...its bad enough i had a shitty day. ann i was a total bitch to him there cuz i thought he was leavein ya know? so i was all "bye john!....bye! ok fine don't say fuckin bye!" cuz he wasn't even respondin or shit....i really did think he left but he didn't i found that out right now when i talked to him. ann usually i would be like oh ok well like what ever kinda thing......but i'm pissed at my self fer bein such ann ass tah him. i'm pissed at steff cuz she gets to hang around with him more than i do so shes prob gonna end up goin out w/ him..ann it just fuckin piess me the fuck off!!! ann i dont know why.....i dont know why i like him so much.......i don't know why...i cant fuckin figure
PSYCHO: it out!!!
PSYCHO: ann its rippin me appart
PSYCHO: i'm sick of bein alone
PSYCHO: u have dad...ann bud has sabastan
PSYCHO: i'm gettin sooooo iratated!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its just beyond anything. i hate it i hate it i hate it!!! i'm sic of bein alone...i know i already said that but still i am...i'm such a fuickin pussy....i wanna tell him what i feel ann like juss everythin thats happin right now...but i'm afrad i'll scare him off.....
ok.well i'm done cryin!....i'm so emontanaly ann mentaly numb...i dont give a fuck any more. just lay me down to die!..i'm sick of bein human!.."life is just a dream for the dead
you riped me open ann wached me bleed...and now you won't put me bac together.
leavin nothing but shreds ann strands for the next poor soul who comes walkin by..
i pitty them ann wish to KILL you!...
sorry I'll fin the top part later...night
Goth- i culn't stand warein the same colours like everyday, ann plus all the "goths" at school are juss poser topic wanna be's who can't tell gewd musik from shit.
Punk/emo- i dunn like A LOT of punk. 1/2 of 'em dunn even know what made punk ann emo what they are
Prep- i could't shop fer my clothes at acrocrombe and finch ( which owns poser topic) i'm not conseded ann a whore. i cant go with the flow. ann i'm not fuckin a reatard
heres somethin i IM mj...she was with "dad" so its juss like me talkin lol ya know?
PSYCHO: hey..i went to the pool hall to day ann i saw john...with steff. ann it juss pissed me off even more...its bad enough i had a shitty day. ann i was a total bitch to him there cuz i thought he was leavein ya know? so i was all "bye john!....bye! ok fine don't say fuckin bye!" cuz he wasn't even respondin or shit....i really did think he left but he didn't i found that out right now when i talked to him. ann usually i would be like oh ok well like what ever kinda thing......but i'm pissed at my self fer bein such ann ass tah him. i'm pissed at steff cuz she gets to hang around with him more than i do so shes prob gonna end up goin out w/ him..ann it just fuckin piess me the fuck off!!! ann i dont know why.....i dont know why i like him so much.......i don't know why...i cant fuckin figure
PSYCHO: it out!!!
PSYCHO: ann its rippin me appart
PSYCHO: i'm sick of bein alone
PSYCHO: u have dad...ann bud has sabastan
PSYCHO: i'm gettin sooooo iratated!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its just beyond anything. i hate it i hate it i hate it!!! i'm sic of bein alone...i know i already said that but still i am...i'm such a fuickin pussy....i wanna tell him what i feel ann like juss everythin thats happin right now...but i'm afrad i'll scare him off.....
ok.well i'm done cryin!....i'm so emontanaly ann mentaly numb...i dont give a fuck any more. just lay me down to die!..i'm sick of bein human!.."life is just a dream for the dead
you riped me open ann wached me bleed...and now you won't put me bac together.
leavin nothing but shreds ann strands for the next poor soul who comes walkin by..
i pitty them ann wish to KILL you!...
sorry I'll fin the top part later...night