[[Locked from Rosie]]

Oct 01, 2005 04:38

Well, I've gone and done it again. Rosie has a new boyfried and somehow I've managed to be an ass to him. This is pretty much the first time we've met when he's been officially "with" Rosie.

Where did I go wrong? I got the door, I let him in, told him it was okay to have his habits, got a vase for the flowers. The only thing I can think of is that I didn't want to play along when he went and asked me whether he should keep kissing Rosie.

What am I supposed to do there? Lie and say yes, go ahead, kiss her with a firey, melting passion, and I'll just sit here and watch? Tell the truth?

Damnit, I don't get to decide who Rosie kisses, or when. I don't get to decide anything about her life, and there's no point pretending I do. I'm her friend, not her boss, not her dad, not her boyfriend. I don't get a say.

I hate being the jealous guy. I wish I knew how to stop.
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