May 03, 2009 19:50
Things have changed a lot.
I feel older than usual. I don't want you anymore.
I'm starting to realize there are options out there.
There are people out there that truly care.
My family is still great.
I miss certain things, but am addicted to the new.
I'm leaving the country tomorrow. With a boy.
I work hard. I earn the things I have now.
I have the option of going to the doctor.
Buying a tank of gas. Or a nice bottle of wine.
I'm running at a fast pace. And taking it easy.
Next step, get sober girl, get sober.