Jan 15, 2009 18:30
hey! i just wanted to thank you for breaking my heart into pieces.
i was naive to not see this coming...again.
there's really nothing left.
we've beat this thing into the ground so hard and it all comes down
to the same thing every time.
i want "too much" and you can't care enough about anything.
Hell, let's do this through text messages only.
let's be happy through texts, sad, fight, fuck. everything texts.
You are so pathetic, you can't push yourself
to see the girl you dated for three years, more than once a week.
snowboarding means more to you than the girl who loves every inch of you.
the girl whose been there through literally everything.
the girl who would drive the miles through snowstorms to see you.
the girl who got along with your friends.
the girl who could ride powder with you all day long.
the girl who you used to smile with and listen to stupid music with.
the girl who got you to notice things, to like her stupid bunny.
the girl who has given it so many tries, and forgiven so many times.
the girl who just wanted to be loved back.
and here i am...
the girl, back to square one. i guess its going to have to be a blessing
and its going to be hard, but maybe for the better. i deserve more than
your selfishness. When it all comes down to it, if you need me, I'll be
here. If you grow up enough to see everything in front of you, if you
find me I'll probably be marching along somewhere. I'm not waiting/
wasting another minute of my life for you.
4 months and counting...
See ya.