I hate feeling like this
I hate living in huntsville for many reasons, but one of the biggest ones is that I have no friends here. all of my real friends are away at college so there is really no one to hang out with. And rebekah who I used to think actually liked me as started getting into the habit of ignoring me. I'm convinced that I"m just a last resort to her. If she cant find anything else to do then she'll call me. and you know what? I dont give a shit, if she doesn't want to hang out with me then I'm not going to beg her to. There's just......no one else. I hang out with alan, thats it. There's nobody here that I can have a serious intellectual conversation with, and kayliegh is ignoring me now too.
WHAT IS THE FUCKING DEAL, AM I THAT HARD TO BE AROUND?
WHAT IS THE FUCKING DEAL, AM I THAT HARD TO BE AROUND?