someone saved my life tonight
elton john just gave me the chills.... doesn't happen all that often, but it did just now... enough to make me consider buying some of his stuff... hmmm... i do have a tower gift certificate burning a hole in my pocket thanks to julia...
tonight was a very positive sports night for me... but let me backtrack for a moment... greg and i went out to the macaroni grill for dinner.... yummy... then we came back here and watched 3 games... mets, nets and yanks... i was extremely pleased with the outcome of all three games...
i got one of those e-mails today that makes ya crazy... in a good way... where has my reality gone anyway? i don't really care at the moment i have to say... what's so great about reality anyway? who's to say what's real? what makes something real? i think all it takes is two people connecting and believing... maybe that sounds psychotic... maybe i am psychotic... who cares? i'm still living my life... i'm still having a good time... my life may be far from perfect... but this is my life... and i love it to be quite frank... through all the mistakes, the poor choices, the fuckups.... everything is an experience... and that's what life is all about... experiences... good experiences are happening all the time... we take them for granted... we concentrate on the negative.... that's why this world is so repressed... we just focus on the bad shit... no one appreciates all the subtle goodness and beauty that could surround us if we let it.... oh well... where has this rant taken me....
i think that schizophrenia is awesome... in the true sense and definition of the word awesome... perhaps i should pay more attention to some things in my life... i feel like i have opened so many doors in my life... but that there are an infinite amount out there still waiting....
can you be saved by the very thing that others might consider your biggest threat?
abren los ojos
tonight was a very positive sports night for me... but let me backtrack for a moment... greg and i went out to the macaroni grill for dinner.... yummy... then we came back here and watched 3 games... mets, nets and yanks... i was extremely pleased with the outcome of all three games...
i got one of those e-mails today that makes ya crazy... in a good way... where has my reality gone anyway? i don't really care at the moment i have to say... what's so great about reality anyway? who's to say what's real? what makes something real? i think all it takes is two people connecting and believing... maybe that sounds psychotic... maybe i am psychotic... who cares? i'm still living my life... i'm still having a good time... my life may be far from perfect... but this is my life... and i love it to be quite frank... through all the mistakes, the poor choices, the fuckups.... everything is an experience... and that's what life is all about... experiences... good experiences are happening all the time... we take them for granted... we concentrate on the negative.... that's why this world is so repressed... we just focus on the bad shit... no one appreciates all the subtle goodness and beauty that could surround us if we let it.... oh well... where has this rant taken me....
i think that schizophrenia is awesome... in the true sense and definition of the word awesome... perhaps i should pay more attention to some things in my life... i feel like i have opened so many doors in my life... but that there are an infinite amount out there still waiting....
can you be saved by the very thing that others might consider your biggest threat?
abren los ojos