Alone

Mar 13, 2006 16:31

Where did everyone go?

I realize I live the life of a loser. Spent before a television or computer monitor, or possibly with my nose in a book. But, it was nice to know there were people who wanted to see me. People I could go and see.

I saw Aimée today in the CAS at LSSU. It was nice to see a familiar face. See a hint of recognition in their eyes when they looked at me.

My friends are gone. I cut myself off from many. Many used to contact me, but have apparently found more rewarding experiences elsewhere. I guess I've been cut away.

Where are you? Didn't you say we'd be friends? If nothing else, always, you said, we'd be friends.

I wake up each morning thinking of you. I fall asleep each morning thinking of you. Every cigarette I smoke I think of you. Every song I hear or sing I think of you.

All I know and have come to love came by way of you. Don't I reside somewhere in you, in your thoughts?

Aren't we friends?

Weren't we friends?
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