There are very few things that make me want to just destroy, in an "I'm going to remove myself from this situation before I A) hurt someone, or B) really mouth off." The last couple days have just been an avalanche of these triggers.

I visited my brother in Portland, Oregon WHICH SUCKED. His house is a trash pit now and while he was at school I had ( Read more... )

I want to know what it's like to die. I want to know what it's like to be older and watch the people around me fade away. I want to watch someone die, not in a vengeful or horrific way, but in just the natural progression of death, of shutting down. I'm not some misunderstood goth pre-teen, I don't find the idea of blood and death a romanticized ( Read more... )

So I just came back from a hall tea party hosted by the Floor RA.

AND all I could think about while drinking tea was Kuroshitsuji!

Thanks KT, I was sitting there drinking Earl Grey giggling to myself about gay English based anime >.> , I blame you for now I must get honey and sugar to go with the tea I stole from the event.

( ALSO -Angry face- )

Well I had interesting dreams last night. I dreamed my mom took out a loan then lost her job. That Alex and Elliot rented an apartment on the top floor of a skyscraper just to blow it up. That I found the journal of a serial pedophile who liked 11 year old girls and was related to me. Saw Dallis (god I don't know why don't ask probably because he's ( Read more... )