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It's difficult to sleep when I'm alone in my thoughts...
And all I can think of are sad things
I think I really let go of the little happiness that I had left.
It's so frustrating to try to be happy.
It's unproductive to mope around.
It's a perpetual cycle of mental torture porn, now that I think about it. So weird, man...
I hope I can not make this a waste and....
No, i won't make it a waste and I'll keep going.
I won't be anxious.
I hope I can win the lotto lol