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Well I haven't updated in awhile..so I might aswell do it, and let people know what's been up..or more of a vent I guess. So much shit has gone down..it's been insane in the membrain. Where to start...I've been riding a bunch, so im happy about that...just kind of bummed that i haven't really learned anything new, but I have been perfecting my tricks I have, making them look better, and doing them alot smoother. So I guess that's good. The love life is shit...well for the most part...I really like this girl named Tristin..but she lives in puyallup...and that's a pretty decent drive from where I live. But I'm trying to do everything I can. I've been drunk almost all weekend, every weekend for the past month now. Kind of lame..but it helps me not think about everything that is going wrong in my life.
I probably will update more often, since im not working that much..well not as much as I would like to. I need money..BAD!! But oh well...I love my friends..they are all I really have left..So some drama has been going down with all that..dumb shit is all I can say. But without them..I wouldn't be much..that's for sure. I probably would't be riding...I would be getting into all kinds of dumb trouble..but they are there for me...and I thank each and everyone of them. They basically saved me.
Im in a really weird predicament....I like Tristin alot..but im starting to really like this girl named Jamie, she's lives in basically the same area as I do...so it would be alot better (travel wise), and she is super fun to be around...im just not sure if she even likes me like that..im going to talk to her tonight, when I call her...like I have the last 3 nights...so Im hoping something will happen. And Tristin doesn't want to be together, because we live so far away, and if we did get together, and it didn't work out...we would both lose a close friend...so we are just "friends" until I move, or she moves...so were both up in the air about the whole situation.
Why can't a girl like me for who I am..not what I am..it's rediculous. I am starting to think I will never have anyone close to me...like "she" was. Oh well...got to just keep "trucking" along..hopefully someday, something good will happen. But until then..I will be alone..like usual. Oh well. Im pretty used to it by now. So it's all good....But I'm off....if anyone wants to chit chat..give me a holla..987-4698. later.
I probably will update more often, since im not working that much..well not as much as I would like to. I need money..BAD!! But oh well...I love my friends..they are all I really have left..So some drama has been going down with all that..dumb shit is all I can say. But without them..I wouldn't be much..that's for sure. I probably would't be riding...I would be getting into all kinds of dumb trouble..but they are there for me...and I thank each and everyone of them. They basically saved me.
Im in a really weird predicament....I like Tristin alot..but im starting to really like this girl named Jamie, she's lives in basically the same area as I do...so it would be alot better (travel wise), and she is super fun to be around...im just not sure if she even likes me like that..im going to talk to her tonight, when I call her...like I have the last 3 nights...so Im hoping something will happen. And Tristin doesn't want to be together, because we live so far away, and if we did get together, and it didn't work out...we would both lose a close friend...so we are just "friends" until I move, or she moves...so were both up in the air about the whole situation.
Why can't a girl like me for who I am..not what I am..it's rediculous. I am starting to think I will never have anyone close to me...like "she" was. Oh well...got to just keep "trucking" along..hopefully someday, something good will happen. But until then..I will be alone..like usual. Oh well. Im pretty used to it by now. So it's all good....But I'm off....if anyone wants to chit chat..give me a holla..987-4698. later.