Halloween is coming for us all !!! ahhhhh!
so, i got all my halloween shopping done yesterday (wednesday) on my first of 2 days off. went to value village and got a superhero costume for moi and these 3 masks/shirts for my band to wear on saturday at the show haha. theyr freaky, they look like toys. but yeah im excited to wear my costume to the ford plant tomorrow night and stuff.
i met jessica from port dover today (thursday), for the first time in person! ive been talkin to her on the net for a while so yeah this was exciting i guess lol. we met at the mall in sunrise then just hung out and walked around the mall for a couple hours. she seems really cool. i mean for just hanging out with here for 2 hours, she is really cool and nice.
and i hung out with mark all day, he came with me. his girlfriend found a kitty at her work and so we went to her house to get it cus marks gonna take care of it for now. and on the way to marks house in my car, the cat just started foaming from the mouth and drooling alll over mark and stuff. it was gross, but funny. we think it might have rabies. haha but yeah then i just hung out at marks for the evening. watched Weird Science the movie and had some nice specialty "Mark's BBQ Chicken on Toast" burgers haha.
my band didnt end up practicing tonight cus stupid scott went to gillis' after work when we were suposed to practice. what a stoopid head. so we havnt practiced now fer 2 weeks (since our last show) so were most likely gonna be pretty sucky at the port dover show on saturday, but meh. we got rad costumes so its all good haha. and i am veryy excited for this show. im stayin at blad's overnight so im gonna get all drunk haha. should be fun. nikki's gonna be there, and jessica and hopefully lots o cool people. so yeah no doubt it will be fun!
i dunno what else to say, other than im kind of feeling depressed or something. i dunno, i just feel really shitty. it might not show, but damn i dunno what it is. every night lately i just stay up til like 1 or 2AM just for no reason. just cus i feel like i have to do something. but i never really do. theres no one to talk to online at this time. i dont really do anything productive at this time. i just stay up late just thinking about shit and being lonely. thats just how i feel right now in general lately , lonely. fucking lonely. i need a girl. someone cool to be with, share stuff with, be a good friend just someone. im going crazy. fuck this im going to sleep.
looking forward to saturday though.
i met jessica from port dover today (thursday), for the first time in person! ive been talkin to her on the net for a while so yeah this was exciting i guess lol. we met at the mall in sunrise then just hung out and walked around the mall for a couple hours. she seems really cool. i mean for just hanging out with here for 2 hours, she is really cool and nice.
and i hung out with mark all day, he came with me. his girlfriend found a kitty at her work and so we went to her house to get it cus marks gonna take care of it for now. and on the way to marks house in my car, the cat just started foaming from the mouth and drooling alll over mark and stuff. it was gross, but funny. we think it might have rabies. haha but yeah then i just hung out at marks for the evening. watched Weird Science the movie and had some nice specialty "Mark's BBQ Chicken on Toast" burgers haha.
my band didnt end up practicing tonight cus stupid scott went to gillis' after work when we were suposed to practice. what a stoopid head. so we havnt practiced now fer 2 weeks (since our last show) so were most likely gonna be pretty sucky at the port dover show on saturday, but meh. we got rad costumes so its all good haha. and i am veryy excited for this show. im stayin at blad's overnight so im gonna get all drunk haha. should be fun. nikki's gonna be there, and jessica and hopefully lots o cool people. so yeah no doubt it will be fun!
i dunno what else to say, other than im kind of feeling depressed or something. i dunno, i just feel really shitty. it might not show, but damn i dunno what it is. every night lately i just stay up til like 1 or 2AM just for no reason. just cus i feel like i have to do something. but i never really do. theres no one to talk to online at this time. i dont really do anything productive at this time. i just stay up late just thinking about shit and being lonely. thats just how i feel right now in general lately , lonely. fucking lonely. i need a girl. someone cool to be with, share stuff with, be a good friend just someone. im going crazy. fuck this im going to sleep.
looking forward to saturday though.