boring weekend
well i had a pretty boring weekend. i mean i did stuff everynight, but it was all pretty boring. last night i went to the ford plant. the bands were mediocre for the most part (despistado and this other band were really cool though) and so i just ended up standing outside for a lot of the time talking to people and just sitting around in the front room of the ford plant. pretty boring night. haha i brought Tim Hortons hot chocolates for abby, janina, and jessy though cus i was feeling nice. (((((there is a fly buzzing around on my screen right now and i can faintly hear Welcome to Paradise by Green Day playing on my brother's stereo through the wall))))) so yeah worked all day saturday, then ford plant, then worked til 230 today, then i had a nap, then i had to go to J's place to help Missy with the show by being the door guy. So i was gonna drive there but my dad informed me today that the van died for good (RIP) so he had to drive me in and i had to find a ride home and shit. it sucked. i gotta take the bus to school tomorrow too cus my mom needs the car. that really sucks. the bus is shitty. but yeah the show tonight was pretty bad, like the turnout was bad. there mustve been maybe 30 ppl that came. sucked. but i get wed. and thurs. off school cus of literacy test shit so that is sweet. i dont even know what im gonna do those days. well whatever i do, at least i can sleep in. so i was talkin to nikki yesterday and read her latest journal thing and stuff and man she seems really sad. like seriously. i dont like seein people all like that and stuff, especially someone really cool and nice. wish i could help her or cheer her up or somethin... ah well im sure things will get better. as for me, im still fairly lonely and bored a lot of the time. i just feel like im separated from everyone else in some weird way. ahhh i duno. i feel like everyone is there, but yet no one is there. like i have all these little friendly relationships with people but not one big real one. dammit i'll find someone soon (shakes fist at the world) haha hopefuly.
but yes i must go, my bed is calling me.
but yes i must go, my bed is calling me.