So this is how it feels...
I know a lot of you guys have been going through some tough shit lately and I hate to complain, but I’m not dealing with this well. I’ve barely been able to talk about it at all until recently and I think the only way to deal with it is to get it out there. I have been rejected by every school I applied to. I’m not going to school next year. I’m not going to Greece this summer for the field school I wanted to do. My entire future seems to be unraveling. School was the one thing I thought I was good at. Sure, I’d stress out about it, but at the end of the day, I always figured that I was good at academics. But apparently not good enough. I don’t know why nobody seems to want me, but that’s the situation. Now I’ve just got to figure out how to tell my parents.