Mother. Juggs and Speed
Unusla title but i thought it was interesting. its actually an old movie with Bill Cosby and Harvy Keitel. its different. anyway, lots of stress is coming my way. tommorow/today is my only day off. im going to be work for 7 days straight starting tuesday. but good thing is i get to sleep in today and tuesday. However, my move starts on the 15th and might not end till the 17th. i have no help but my dad. i would call up a certain person, but i feel strange around him now. not really a friend persay, but he downgraded himself. Joe at work said he is gonna hook me up with one of the girls there, but yeah she is cute and all, but she smokes and thats a turn off totally. anyway with my luck of recent girls......... dont wanna go there. im really scarred by chicks. George once told me that he had the lowest respect for women. with all that he had been thru with jamie and what not, i really feel that pales in comparason. sure it was shitty, but maybe he should have learned the first time. The trick is, we never learn the first time. If i had learned the first time then i wouldnt have bought tickets to see a musical for a date. Nor would i have gone to mardi gras, nor would i have gone to the museum. Back to the point, after the drama that insued the first 1/4 of this year, i lost respect for some friends and lost all respect for the opposite sex. If i look back on it, i think there is very few worth my time. Ill look back on it, and in all actuality, even the best ones wernt that great. unreliable, useless, needy and stupid. most girls are stupid. i really wish i could say that i dont need them. reminds me of a scene in a movie i saw a few days ago "Cecil B. Demented" there is a part where this guy is pissed that he is straight cause he has some guy who loves him but he cant love him back cause he is for sure straight. well im pissed i cant get over my longing for women and just be single for the rest of my life. I know i cant do that. so, in that sense i will never learn.
Tonite i went ahead and made a few more dvds, or rather i went and made the labels for them. When i bought my dvd cases i ment to buy the clear ones, but instead i bought the stupid white ones that disney uses for their "family" movies. i gotta deal so i just wrote the name of the dvd that was in them on the spine. that seems to work as long as my handwriting is legible. i think im up to about 35 or so on the made dvds count. I finished up the Classy Freddie Blassie book which was pretty good, but after reading the 2nd mick foley book and how he discusses how fake autobiographic books can be, i wonder how real it was. It seemed like for the most part his first time he started makeing money in wrestling he was potrayed like a god, but i dont know. i wasnt there and i know it might have happend that he got fucked every nite by someone different. I dont care though, it was entertaining and i liked the stories in them. I liked all the stuff with different wrestlers ive seen on tapes and what not and read about. There were a few good stories about Andre the Giant and you got to hear some good dirt on other wrestlers.
Work has been really slow on account that Chili's has opend. however we do not think it will be that long before it becomes old and the pace comes back around. Friday nite was extreamly slow and the fact that we had 13 servers didnt help. insane that there were that many. sunday was ok, i made what i needed too and i got to go home. its nice to have a little seniority over some ppl. today i was told by the manager what side work needed to be done and to assign it to the ppl that were going to be cut with me. fun stuff to tell ppl what to do. after this week and the move i will definitily need to hit the Velvet Revolver concert. i cant wait. got the tix and just waiting. it will be awesome. oh well, i think its time to sleep
BrYan
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Tonite i went ahead and made a few more dvds, or rather i went and made the labels for them. When i bought my dvd cases i ment to buy the clear ones, but instead i bought the stupid white ones that disney uses for their "family" movies. i gotta deal so i just wrote the name of the dvd that was in them on the spine. that seems to work as long as my handwriting is legible. i think im up to about 35 or so on the made dvds count. I finished up the Classy Freddie Blassie book which was pretty good, but after reading the 2nd mick foley book and how he discusses how fake autobiographic books can be, i wonder how real it was. It seemed like for the most part his first time he started makeing money in wrestling he was potrayed like a god, but i dont know. i wasnt there and i know it might have happend that he got fucked every nite by someone different. I dont care though, it was entertaining and i liked the stories in them. I liked all the stuff with different wrestlers ive seen on tapes and what not and read about. There were a few good stories about Andre the Giant and you got to hear some good dirt on other wrestlers.
Work has been really slow on account that Chili's has opend. however we do not think it will be that long before it becomes old and the pace comes back around. Friday nite was extreamly slow and the fact that we had 13 servers didnt help. insane that there were that many. sunday was ok, i made what i needed too and i got to go home. its nice to have a little seniority over some ppl. today i was told by the manager what side work needed to be done and to assign it to the ppl that were going to be cut with me. fun stuff to tell ppl what to do. after this week and the move i will definitily need to hit the Velvet Revolver concert. i cant wait. got the tix and just waiting. it will be awesome. oh well, i think its time to sleep
BrYan
sna