Emotional
My eyes are watering reading this, and I don't know why.
http://www.blizzard.com/jobopp/intro.shtml
I can't tell if it's because I want it so badly or because I'm depressed and know I'll never get a job at Blizzard. Employment with Blizzard is years away, at the soonest... I've gotta finish Grad School and THEN go through a vocational school, I'm sure. It seems like a lot of work, too... and, unfortunately, that work can't be done if I'm busy leveling 8 different WOW characters to 60 every moment I'm at school but not in class, and then every weekend going to see Sara and doing nothing productive.
I really want it, though... I'd love to be a programmer and maybe eventually a producer for Blizzard. To do so, though, I've basically got to commit my free time to programming and game design... not game playing.
*sighs* I don't know that I have the conviction to pursue my dreams.
http://www.blizzard.com/jobopp/intro.shtml
I can't tell if it's because I want it so badly or because I'm depressed and know I'll never get a job at Blizzard. Employment with Blizzard is years away, at the soonest... I've gotta finish Grad School and THEN go through a vocational school, I'm sure. It seems like a lot of work, too... and, unfortunately, that work can't be done if I'm busy leveling 8 different WOW characters to 60 every moment I'm at school but not in class, and then every weekend going to see Sara and doing nothing productive.
I really want it, though... I'd love to be a programmer and maybe eventually a producer for Blizzard. To do so, though, I've basically got to commit my free time to programming and game design... not game playing.
*sighs* I don't know that I have the conviction to pursue my dreams.