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[twookie]

and then the lights came on in the middle of the night, what I should do with my life, how I should spend my time...on Saturday my life got turned upside down, and I did it to myself. Reno called and woke me up at noon, only a few hours after I had gotten home and gone to sleep. he had some how figured out my MySpace password and was calling me out

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[tribal_fuk]

as I have told you a million times, it wasnt lack of trust. I wnated to know when you went to sleep, since I have been catching you out in little lies such as what time you were going to sleep. I continued to do what I did. You complain all the time that you feel worthless and etc, yet you dont do shit with yourself a sleep all day, all I ever wanted you to do is go to bed at a decent hour and not play online for hours on end tinkering with dumb ass myspace and actually awake in the morning and accomplish something. So these little lies made me go look to see what time you might have gone to bed. I was in dire need to talk to you that morning since my grandfather was just admitted into the ICU unit and I was pretty torn apart. As many times as I explain to you the situation you just keep on thinking what you want. Yea I stooped up to something on myspace about how you lied to me and went and hung out with some guy. I honestly had much trust in you and didnt think anything bad of it although I felt a tad betrayed because of the lie. I want to some reason think that the reason to stay is miles thanks to his myspace comments list and the pictures I came across.
After a conversation with you today you felt the need to delete me from your myspace and allow him to comment on your myspace. Which is fine although I took it as if you were doing such things to spite me. You know I have feelings and you know I am hurting right now, but for some reason I think I might have struck a coard with you with the conversation earlier and maybe some emotion and jordan had to act out on it. Deleting me on myspace, I found it to be a bit childish, from allowing the comment to just deleting me in general. So I have come to, I am gonna play games like you. I have your whole life underneath my finger tips, your pc and your external. Wanna fuck around? we can play. I didnt ask for the extra pain, you left me full well knowing what it would do to me and thats fine, but this is a bit out of line. So, either you can buy your pc off me maybe out bid someone else on e-bay? Maybe I will even just open up the cpu and piss in it for you. who knows it's sad that you have sunk this low to attempt to hurt me, whats a matter jordan? the running came to an end we finally got a chance to talk and now you're being hateful and careless for my feelings. I was told this wouldn't be easy and it isnt. What you are doing isn't making things easier although I am taking it with a grain of salt and I am not sheading no tears, you petty attempts to bring me down are worthless in my eyes.
thanks for the worthless attempts of putting me down in the whole.