false hopes...
you didnt call me, suprise suprise...and i got excited about it, i dont know why you do this to me...or actually, i dont blame you, i dont know why i let you do this to me...
<3
we were such good friends, and even through our huge fights we alwayz worked things out. Until now, i couldnt believe someone i loved, no not loved LOVE so much, would get mad at me and tell something that personal to someone else, not even just accidently tel them, but tel them in a way to hurt me. i could never do that to you...never...then wen we left u on the porch and went out, i felt horible, like this pain in my stomach, and i knew wut it was, i wanted to be there sitin w/ u incase u were cryin, but i cant, i need to be mad at you, need to feel resentment, and i hate that...the need to be angry, i dont know if i can just forgive you, i never thought u could be so cruel,and thats one thing i thought u of all people would understand, how bad it felt to lose someone so special to me who i never even knew, how dirty i felt, and then u go and display it, just to hurt me, well if ur intention wuz to hurt just know u accomplished it, with flying colors... so even though im not there, and dont know if i ever can be again...im ALWAYZ here, if that makes since...
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you left today...to go fight for freedom, or thats wut they tel u, fight for your country, for your family and friends, i understand the army protects us and all, but u were fighting for me so much just siting next to me and watching tv...more than going off to war will ever do. i luv u so much, youve made a great impact on my life, ill be here wen u get bak...please dont forget me!
<3
we were such good friends, and even through our huge fights we alwayz worked things out. Until now, i couldnt believe someone i loved, no not loved LOVE so much, would get mad at me and tell something that personal to someone else, not even just accidently tel them, but tel them in a way to hurt me. i could never do that to you...never...then wen we left u on the porch and went out, i felt horible, like this pain in my stomach, and i knew wut it was, i wanted to be there sitin w/ u incase u were cryin, but i cant, i need to be mad at you, need to feel resentment, and i hate that...the need to be angry, i dont know if i can just forgive you, i never thought u could be so cruel,and thats one thing i thought u of all people would understand, how bad it felt to lose someone so special to me who i never even knew, how dirty i felt, and then u go and display it, just to hurt me, well if ur intention wuz to hurt just know u accomplished it, with flying colors... so even though im not there, and dont know if i ever can be again...im ALWAYZ here, if that makes since...
<3
you left today...to go fight for freedom, or thats wut they tel u, fight for your country, for your family and friends, i understand the army protects us and all, but u were fighting for me so much just siting next to me and watching tv...more than going off to war will ever do. i luv u so much, youve made a great impact on my life, ill be here wen u get bak...please dont forget me!