Apr 10, 2007 01:57
How is it that lafe never gets better for me? I just want to die even more?
My boyfriend, the love in my life, has become mentally sick. He went back to santa barbra to be taken care of...but it looks like he's staying there.
He doesnt want to talk ot me anymore, i wont be seeing him at all really... and wost part...he's no longer the same man i loved for 7 months of my life. The man that ive gone through hell with and back.
I guess its time for me to let go. :(
This happened so fast...and im in sick shock from it.
How one person told u they loved u so much the day before, to wanting to not talk to u and being a different person.
Its time for me to do my own thing. :(
Im so depressed and my heart hurts so bad its hard to breath. Can i live through the night from a broken heart? Doubt it.