Hate
Why do i feel like i hate everyone?
I feel like no one has ever really been there for me and im constantly trying to stuggle to stay alive here.
I will eat you alive if you hurt me, or embarrass me, or say anything about me in negitive tone.
Bobby's the only one that stands by my side and effectionatly continues to heal my wounds with his caressing nature.
I feel like i bring up personal matters with him and he changes the subject and gets wierd about things. Breaks my heart...i thought we were really serious but i guess not.
Ive been working on my finals like crazy, and im so exausted. Too much work.
After finals are over im going to we working out like crazy, ive already stop drinking sodas for about a month now, and get a tan, then cut my hair really short again for summer.
I havnt had a single person who was Truely, utterly there for me this year. No one who could hold my hand and cry with me when i found out some terrible news. Only person was bobby. But its not the same as missing my best friends.
Anyway, im off to bed...ive never been a happy person and it sucks.
I feel like no one has ever really been there for me and im constantly trying to stuggle to stay alive here.
I will eat you alive if you hurt me, or embarrass me, or say anything about me in negitive tone.
Bobby's the only one that stands by my side and effectionatly continues to heal my wounds with his caressing nature.
I feel like i bring up personal matters with him and he changes the subject and gets wierd about things. Breaks my heart...i thought we were really serious but i guess not.
Ive been working on my finals like crazy, and im so exausted. Too much work.
After finals are over im going to we working out like crazy, ive already stop drinking sodas for about a month now, and get a tan, then cut my hair really short again for summer.
I havnt had a single person who was Truely, utterly there for me this year. No one who could hold my hand and cry with me when i found out some terrible news. Only person was bobby. But its not the same as missing my best friends.
Anyway, im off to bed...ive never been a happy person and it sucks.