fuck this shit
Ok, I just need to rant. you guys can skip if you want.
just...
asdfghjkl;'
seriously, I have never wanted to hurt someone as much as I want to right now.
I have been waiting patiently for the premiere of Show.
like when Vampire Diaries ended and the the show started I was bouncing in my seat and squealing and the whole nine fucking yards.
and then my father comes home and comes into the living room (where me and my mom are watching it)
me and him never get along. not ever. we're civil at best, and thats in public.
and he knows how to piss me off and which buttons to press to send me off the deep end.
and he did it tonight.
He kept talking during the show, saying it was stupid. making fun of me for watching it. and then when the guys were 'cussing' (because apparently to him, even though i'm like 4months away from 18, i'm too young to be hearing the words 'ass' and 'dicks' etc on tv...) and so then he was getting mad at me for watching something so violent.
my mom told him to stop talking and so he just shrugged and kept watching.
He was sitting in my peripheral(sp?) so I could see him, and he just kept shaking his head at the tv and muttering about it ((I don't wanna say which part, as to not spoil. ask in comments if you want details))
and then I just flipped.
I don't know, something in me just.fucking.snapped.
I told him to shut the fuck up because ive been waiting for this for four months, and then he called bull shit, saying that ive prolly already seen it and its not new blah blah. and we just got into a huge argument which ended in me yelling 'fuck you' and storming out and slamming the door shut to my room and just putting the volume on my tv to the max to watch the end of the episode...in tears.
I couldn't even pay attention to it because I was like full on sobbing/gasping crying (shit just thinking of it right now is making me angry)
so yeah, ive been waiting for so long. ive been so excited, and he just destroyed it.
it's like giving a kid everything on their christmas list then taking it away while laughing.
srsly.
(call me melodramatic, w/e idgaf. im fucking pissed off)
I couldn't even enjoy my damn show...and so now I have to wait for someone to upload it so I can watch it on my own...
im sorry for this, I just needed to get it out...
on a good note....what i did get to pay attention to was amazing and awesome and just...yeah. I need to watch it again.
just...
asdfghjkl;'
seriously, I have never wanted to hurt someone as much as I want to right now.
I have been waiting patiently for the premiere of Show.
like when Vampire Diaries ended and the the show started I was bouncing in my seat and squealing and the whole nine fucking yards.
and then my father comes home and comes into the living room (where me and my mom are watching it)
me and him never get along. not ever. we're civil at best, and thats in public.
and he knows how to piss me off and which buttons to press to send me off the deep end.
and he did it tonight.
He kept talking during the show, saying it was stupid. making fun of me for watching it. and then when the guys were 'cussing' (because apparently to him, even though i'm like 4months away from 18, i'm too young to be hearing the words 'ass' and 'dicks' etc on tv...) and so then he was getting mad at me for watching something so violent.
my mom told him to stop talking and so he just shrugged and kept watching.
He was sitting in my peripheral(sp?) so I could see him, and he just kept shaking his head at the tv and muttering about it ((I don't wanna say which part, as to not spoil. ask in comments if you want details))
and then I just flipped.
I don't know, something in me just.fucking.snapped.
I told him to shut the fuck up because ive been waiting for this for four months, and then he called bull shit, saying that ive prolly already seen it and its not new blah blah. and we just got into a huge argument which ended in me yelling 'fuck you' and storming out and slamming the door shut to my room and just putting the volume on my tv to the max to watch the end of the episode...in tears.
I couldn't even pay attention to it because I was like full on sobbing/gasping crying (shit just thinking of it right now is making me angry)
so yeah, ive been waiting for so long. ive been so excited, and he just destroyed it.
it's like giving a kid everything on their christmas list then taking it away while laughing.
srsly.
(call me melodramatic, w/e idgaf. im fucking pissed off)
I couldn't even enjoy my damn show...and so now I have to wait for someone to upload it so I can watch it on my own...
im sorry for this, I just needed to get it out...
on a good note....what i did get to pay attention to was amazing and awesome and just...yeah. I need to watch it again.