Oct 09, 2006 21:03
I'm in a bad mood. I was fine. But then just some little things caught up with me. I don't want to be this way, simply because they're things that will not just go away with time. They actually need me to either fix them or deal with them and I'm not sure what I can do. I think I've just been really lonely lately. I don't feel as if some of my closer friends have made much of an effort to keep in touch with me. I know I can do better, but I shouldn't be the only one trying to keep in touch with people. And I'm not really making many friends here. I only have 2 friends from high school. And I like the girls I work with, but a couple seem a bit two faced. They're the type, that if they get mad at you for something, they'll hold it against you long after they should. At the moment, they're fun to work with. I just don't see myself being tight with any of them anytime soon. But who knows? I think I just need to pull myself out of this funk. I needed to do some venting and hope that that'll help.