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Lately seems to have been drama filled.
I got my report card back, 3.4 grade point average. Which is pretty good, I could do better, but its alot better than I Did last year, and this year I still havent taken homework home.
Well, unfortunately Bush won.
The nation seems to be divided, as is the school...work...everything. I find that the Bush fans (from around here) aren't very informed. I mean if your a republican, and you can tell me why with truths, and logical truths at that...I respect you. Hell, I may even change my mind on something. Now there are certain things I would never change my mind on...pro-choice...gay and women rights. But say..affirmative action. I see both sides. And I like to hear both sides of something, because it can make me believe in my opinion stronger, or maybe even change it all together. But it seems like everyone around here wanted Bush ton win because "Kerry is a pussy who sucks dick"
And it just makes me wonder...Even if Kerry did suck dick..why the hell does it matter?
I have a boyfriend, and we do stuff, and not to bring this up, but I don't find myself any less capable at school or work because of what I do in my private life. And if I had to choose between a war happy president, and one that..well..wasn't. I'd rather let a bad guy go, than kill 180,000 innocent people.
I do believe that there are times that call for war...but this definitley isn't one of them. And I also thikn they can be avoided.
I also hate the way Bush ran his campaign...saying that if you werea good, moral, religous person you would vote for him. As if religous and moral are anywhere near the same thing. I am not religious, but I consider myself (and Im sure that alot of other people do to) to be kind, honest, and fair. No, I do not believe in one god, or many gods, I don't know if I believe in any god, really. But that doesn't mean I'm not moral, or a good person.
I could go on and on about all of this...but I won't. Becuase most of you who read my journal are sensible and know it all already.
TOday I found out that Shannon is somewhat bragging about how she "snapped" on me to people. And I'm a "hypocrite" I don't know...it doesnt seem like much of a thing to brag about. Well this is what happened, a couple weeks ago I was eating in the cafeteria, and I brought up how Jason (her boyfriend) said that he was the "big star" of a play that they are both in. ANd shes like "he is the big star" and I'm like "But Miracle on 34th street has alot of main characters...not just one...I just thought it was cute how he was proud of it" "but he is the big star". And she said it very sarcastically...I was just talking about it cause I thought it was kind of cute. ANd well, I figired I didnt have to deal wiht it, so I told her she was being a bitch and I left the table. ABout 15 minutes later she came up to me and asked me to go Chrismtas shopping with her. So whatever.
Then, on Thursday, she asked me if I was going to her birthday party.
Today, I hear that she is calling my a big hypocrit and bragging about how she "snapped" on me. ANd she told Jason I called him dumb. Which is ridiculous, I have more class than that. I wouldn't really go up to a friend, whos boyfriend is MY boyfriends friend, and be like "your boyfriends dumb" for no reason. It's not like he treats her like shit or anything...he's very good to her.
So, I just think it's funny. I still wonder how I'm a hypocrite though..
It doesn't really bother me to much...they must not have a very good relationship if she feels she has to lie about me and what I said, to make her boyfriend feel good about her.
And I do wonder why she was asking me to go christmas shoppoing with her, and to her birthday party, and talking about me...then calling ME a hypocrite.
Whateva.
If she asks me why I didn't go to her birthday party, I'll be like
"Well, I know I was going to go...but then I didn't. I guess I'm just a hypocrite"
Nick wasn't to happy about it either, apparently she said that Nick and Jason aren't friends or something...an I know Nick thinks they are...so Jason must have said that they weren't. Which, if Jason is talking about how he's NOT friends with Nick, I would like to know why Jason calls him asking him to do stuff. And Jason is always talking about how cool Nick is. So I dont know if Shannon was lying, or if Jason says one thing to me and Matt, and another thing to her. Oh well.
On to more important things.
I don't know what,really...lol
Health wise, it's not to good. Apparently kidney disease affects your eyes....who knew? I sure didn't, until my eyes started getting screwy and I went ot the eye doctor and he told me. So now I have to get glasses, and change my contact prescription more often. It's going to cost a lot of money, but Sarah is talking to her mom about like deals and stuff cause I have the kidney problems.
Me and Nick are doing well, as per usual. We went to a ton of Haunted houses in October..and we saw Saw yesterdya, it was awesome, I would definitley reccoment it. Tomorrow we'll probably go see The incredibles, and Seed of Chucky on Friday. I also want to see Polar Express,the second Bridget Jones movie, and National Treasure. I love movies.
The majority of my third hour World Cultures class knows my somewhat lesbian love of the greatness that is Angelina Jolie.
Work is goign good, Tom just hired 3 new girls..Whitney Johnson, Ayla Heinzman, and Treniece Teets. THey all seem like descent human beings. Whitneys cool, I worked with her once and Ayla and me have gone tp'ing.
I work tonight 7-close, if anyone wants to visit. Also 6-Close Saturday. I LOVE visitors. Of course I cant talk to you, but I can talk your order at drive thru and be like "that sounds like..." its fun.
As much as the kidney stuff sucks, and Bush winning sucks, amd getting up eraly sucks...I really like my life right now. Who I am and who I'm spending it with. I like smores sundaes, and going to the movies with Nick. I like play the lyric game with Kayla, and talking politics to Kelli and feelings with Sarah. I like going to Mr.Lincolns class, where I am in my element, and where being an avid reader for most of my life comes in handy. I like watching shows with my mom, and my new big bed. I like geting money every week, and I like going shopping for underwear. There is alot of things I have to be grateful for.
I really miss Cole.
I got my report card back, 3.4 grade point average. Which is pretty good, I could do better, but its alot better than I Did last year, and this year I still havent taken homework home.
Well, unfortunately Bush won.
The nation seems to be divided, as is the school...work...everything. I find that the Bush fans (from around here) aren't very informed. I mean if your a republican, and you can tell me why with truths, and logical truths at that...I respect you. Hell, I may even change my mind on something. Now there are certain things I would never change my mind on...pro-choice...gay and women rights. But say..affirmative action. I see both sides. And I like to hear both sides of something, because it can make me believe in my opinion stronger, or maybe even change it all together. But it seems like everyone around here wanted Bush ton win because "Kerry is a pussy who sucks dick"
And it just makes me wonder...Even if Kerry did suck dick..why the hell does it matter?
I have a boyfriend, and we do stuff, and not to bring this up, but I don't find myself any less capable at school or work because of what I do in my private life. And if I had to choose between a war happy president, and one that..well..wasn't. I'd rather let a bad guy go, than kill 180,000 innocent people.
I do believe that there are times that call for war...but this definitley isn't one of them. And I also thikn they can be avoided.
I also hate the way Bush ran his campaign...saying that if you werea good, moral, religous person you would vote for him. As if religous and moral are anywhere near the same thing. I am not religious, but I consider myself (and Im sure that alot of other people do to) to be kind, honest, and fair. No, I do not believe in one god, or many gods, I don't know if I believe in any god, really. But that doesn't mean I'm not moral, or a good person.
I could go on and on about all of this...but I won't. Becuase most of you who read my journal are sensible and know it all already.
TOday I found out that Shannon is somewhat bragging about how she "snapped" on me to people. And I'm a "hypocrite" I don't know...it doesnt seem like much of a thing to brag about. Well this is what happened, a couple weeks ago I was eating in the cafeteria, and I brought up how Jason (her boyfriend) said that he was the "big star" of a play that they are both in. ANd shes like "he is the big star" and I'm like "But Miracle on 34th street has alot of main characters...not just one...I just thought it was cute how he was proud of it" "but he is the big star". And she said it very sarcastically...I was just talking about it cause I thought it was kind of cute. ANd well, I figired I didnt have to deal wiht it, so I told her she was being a bitch and I left the table. ABout 15 minutes later she came up to me and asked me to go Chrismtas shopping with her. So whatever.
Then, on Thursday, she asked me if I was going to her birthday party.
Today, I hear that she is calling my a big hypocrit and bragging about how she "snapped" on me. ANd she told Jason I called him dumb. Which is ridiculous, I have more class than that. I wouldn't really go up to a friend, whos boyfriend is MY boyfriends friend, and be like "your boyfriends dumb" for no reason. It's not like he treats her like shit or anything...he's very good to her.
So, I just think it's funny. I still wonder how I'm a hypocrite though..
It doesn't really bother me to much...they must not have a very good relationship if she feels she has to lie about me and what I said, to make her boyfriend feel good about her.
And I do wonder why she was asking me to go christmas shoppoing with her, and to her birthday party, and talking about me...then calling ME a hypocrite.
Whateva.
If she asks me why I didn't go to her birthday party, I'll be like
"Well, I know I was going to go...but then I didn't. I guess I'm just a hypocrite"
Nick wasn't to happy about it either, apparently she said that Nick and Jason aren't friends or something...an I know Nick thinks they are...so Jason must have said that they weren't. Which, if Jason is talking about how he's NOT friends with Nick, I would like to know why Jason calls him asking him to do stuff. And Jason is always talking about how cool Nick is. So I dont know if Shannon was lying, or if Jason says one thing to me and Matt, and another thing to her. Oh well.
On to more important things.
I don't know what,really...lol
Health wise, it's not to good. Apparently kidney disease affects your eyes....who knew? I sure didn't, until my eyes started getting screwy and I went ot the eye doctor and he told me. So now I have to get glasses, and change my contact prescription more often. It's going to cost a lot of money, but Sarah is talking to her mom about like deals and stuff cause I have the kidney problems.
Me and Nick are doing well, as per usual. We went to a ton of Haunted houses in October..and we saw Saw yesterdya, it was awesome, I would definitley reccoment it. Tomorrow we'll probably go see The incredibles, and Seed of Chucky on Friday. I also want to see Polar Express,the second Bridget Jones movie, and National Treasure. I love movies.
The majority of my third hour World Cultures class knows my somewhat lesbian love of the greatness that is Angelina Jolie.
Work is goign good, Tom just hired 3 new girls..Whitney Johnson, Ayla Heinzman, and Treniece Teets. THey all seem like descent human beings. Whitneys cool, I worked with her once and Ayla and me have gone tp'ing.
I work tonight 7-close, if anyone wants to visit. Also 6-Close Saturday. I LOVE visitors. Of course I cant talk to you, but I can talk your order at drive thru and be like "that sounds like..." its fun.
As much as the kidney stuff sucks, and Bush winning sucks, amd getting up eraly sucks...I really like my life right now. Who I am and who I'm spending it with. I like smores sundaes, and going to the movies with Nick. I like play the lyric game with Kayla, and talking politics to Kelli and feelings with Sarah. I like going to Mr.Lincolns class, where I am in my element, and where being an avid reader for most of my life comes in handy. I like watching shows with my mom, and my new big bed. I like geting money every week, and I like going shopping for underwear. There is alot of things I have to be grateful for.
I really miss Cole.