i really dont know what to say because lately i havent felt to great... things in my mind have been confusing and i cant seem to make sense of anything.... no matter how hard i try and no matter what i do i have a tendency in being annoyed at every little thing.. i hate being this way... im no longer here to help or anything. now u can consider me ( Read more... )

hmm as u all can see i dont tend to write much in here cuz i cant seem to figure out what to really write about ( Read more... )

wow im becoming an uncle... that sounds so wierdd..

lifes a piece of shit...

is it wrong for me to say that im an asshole?... noo of course not... its what i am and what ill always be..

fuck itt.. i guess i just gotta deal with it... ive alreaddy done so for 16 years of my life..

im madly in love with Elizabeth Lopez <3 cant see myself anywhere elsee :o) happy anniversary babyy

i guess somethings just dont change :/...

its new years eve..... whos getting trashedd with me tonightt?! lol

new years should be interesting feel free to call me up at all hours of the night... ill be aroundd

i guess i really did fuck up the best thing i ever had...

and to think i almost deleted this? what kind of a person am i?

a lot has happened since the last time i updated and to be honest dont really think i made the right desicions... i fucked up big time and i cant really change anything anymore... i wish i could tho :/.. fuck everything else i did wrong in my life this one was the worst idea ive ever ( Read more... )