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Here are my current feelings. make waht you can of them though not much makes sense anymore.
As i lean against the cold brick, i feel it melt away. the wall disolves and i fall. away from this worl and into my own. i feel like alice chasing the white rabbit. i look up longing to touch the face i see. none of the roads will take me home. its hopless and i am alone. they all lead to the one place i dont want to be. i wander off the path and am lost. no one will help me find my way home. i sit alone and cry. there is one thing that keeps me up. the sweet sounds ringing in the air. i depend on something i cant see or feel yet i am reassured. And the face still looks apon me taking no action. im. waking up. being pulled from my world. and i dont want to go. i dont want to face reality again. but they are comming to get mechasing me out of my own place of happiness. as tears fall. i shake. i cant take it anymore. i need the comforting face i see, to be in my reach, to be mine again. but it only fades. the one thing i dont want to hear is being screamed at me.
As i lean against the cold brick, i feel it melt away. the wall disolves and i fall. away from this worl and into my own. i feel like alice chasing the white rabbit. i look up longing to touch the face i see. none of the roads will take me home. its hopless and i am alone. they all lead to the one place i dont want to be. i wander off the path and am lost. no one will help me find my way home. i sit alone and cry. there is one thing that keeps me up. the sweet sounds ringing in the air. i depend on something i cant see or feel yet i am reassured. And the face still looks apon me taking no action. im. waking up. being pulled from my world. and i dont want to go. i dont want to face reality again. but they are comming to get mechasing me out of my own place of happiness. as tears fall. i shake. i cant take it anymore. i need the comforting face i see, to be in my reach, to be mine again. but it only fades. the one thing i dont want to hear is being screamed at me.