May 09, 2004 21:02
emily said i havent updated in a while and i am bored so here goes it.
you used to be the one i could turn to with all my troubles but now you are the cause of my pain. you are all i ever wanted and now that you are gone i realize how much i depend on you. you were my best friend, my first love and everything to me but now i cry. Im fucking sick of this game trying to move but cant lift my feet. you are where i stand. burn a hole in me with the flame of your love. I am now only ashes and all i see is smoke. my world is nothing but black charchol. When i tried to leave i fell. I fell in to deep with you now im stuck. wrenching my body out of this crack.my heart is with you my body with another. Im pulling my body from his grasp but you keep throwing it back at him. he pulls at my soul but i dont want him to win this tug o war of me. me you and he sit on the sidelines. wondering what will come of this. the rope snapps. i lay broken at my wn feet.