painful
im sure less are reading this they will be a miss i cant change what i did i cant just get rid i cant destroy my emotions there is no magic potions, im dead now back to the shell i used to be, my fears of abandonment are here to stay everyone will go away they all die or kill a part of me. love is so evil so im dead filled with dread im dead to my love im dead to the world curled in this ball behind this wall i will remain slain and drained i am now worthless, i am shit, world, i am shit. Everyone i see that used to be my friend i want to kill to fill my void they are all dead to me now i have no one like it used to be, not a friend till the end they are all dead i told them they better leave and not to grieve because i am not worth my own girth shoot me down with my frown i am dead to this world