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what is wrong with me. i had like my 4th driving lesson today, i made a mistake and my instructor said "well that really sucked"...then i proceeded to make really stupid mistakes for no good reason. so he said my parents better prepare to pay for extra lessons, that im a university student and that listening to instructions should not be a problem...blah blah and really just continued to make snotty condescending remarks for a while...and a prize goes to whoever can guess what i did....BAWLED! baaaaaaaahahahaha, man, i wish that being overly sensitive was a curable illness. my instructor asked if im always like this and if he was going to have to be more careful...i said yes, but also he was being a fucking jerk! the things he was saying are things someone would say to a peer, not a student...FUCK! i cant stand crying in front of people...so not only did i feel incompetent because i made retarded mistakes but then being the baby i am i started crying. whaaaaaaaaaaaaat the fuuuuuuuuuuck is wroooooooong with me. i really really wish i had just crashed his fucking mustang in a ditch, said "whoops, that really sucked" and walked away. no good. true story.