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the nervousness that creeps into my system around exam time is indescribable. i vomited last night/this morning, at 4am. i feel worthless. i feel incapable. i feel like i dissapoint anyone and everyone that has faith in me. this stomach pain is not right. im sorry im such a failure, i wish i could be better for everyone, but all i want to do is curl into my bed and hide under my duvet and live in my dreams.