May 26, 2006 19:00
ive lost a total of 12 pounds, and i want to start feeling the loss. i dont feel like ive lost anything, but i had to actually tape my pants to my skin to keep them from falling down at work...but i dont FEEL the difference, and i dont think i look any different. i guess its just because i have so much to lose that just a little bit doesnt really feel like anything. i got the sickest lamp, its got 5 branches at the top and each has its own little shade and theres coloured shades and its really sad that i get excited over decorative things like that, but i do. i have fun organizing and decorating my room. maybe not so much fun as satisfaction. ill take pics when im done to show off.