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Happy birthday April... I miss you like hell and it still hurts so much to know that I can never talk to you again. You left us too early, with little warning... I can't help but think... maybe you would've come out of it... I know its stupid to think and that I'm only hurting myself but I just wish I could hug you one last time, I wish I could say "Happy 17th birthday April!" to your face, instead of aimlessly trying to remember where the cemetary is so I can leave flowers on your grave. You were such a good friend, we were never as close as I would've liked, but thats ok, you had fun with M. and T., and thats all that matters.
I just wish I hadn't been too shy to ask either of them for your phone number when you left... I wanted to talk to you, I didn't believe it when they said you were being bitchy. I figured you were just having a hard time in your new home... I guess I was right in a sense. I still don't even know exactly why you did it... and I feel terrible for it... but I dont want to bring it up with either of them..
Happy 17th, it sucks that we can't all celebrate it together but we can't really help that now.
love you April, miss you like hell, and to this day every time I see anything Spongebob I remember you laughing manaically as you ripped the pants off of my "Spongebob Removeable Pants" plushy <3
I just wish I hadn't been too shy to ask either of them for your phone number when you left... I wanted to talk to you, I didn't believe it when they said you were being bitchy. I figured you were just having a hard time in your new home... I guess I was right in a sense. I still don't even know exactly why you did it... and I feel terrible for it... but I dont want to bring it up with either of them..
Happy 17th, it sucks that we can't all celebrate it together but we can't really help that now.
love you April, miss you like hell, and to this day every time I see anything Spongebob I remember you laughing manaically as you ripped the pants off of my "Spongebob Removeable Pants" plushy <3